The dorky side of me lel

So if some of you guys have noticed, I haven’t been posting much or have been active as I used to be. I have gotten questions about if me and my long distance girlfriend are still together since I haven’t mentioned her for a while and I’d like to finally answer that question. The answer is yes and we have been extremely happy together. I’ve been meaning to tell, but just never got to it since I’ve been so busy with work and stuffs. So, something interesting happened to me today. It's interesting for me since I never would think that it'd happen to me. I've been asked by someone this questions ealier;

How do you know you're in love? How do you know if she’s the one? How do you know if she’s worth fighting for?

It does sound like it came from a cheesy roman lit line isn't it? That's why I'd not expect it.

Well, if when you look at her, (and I’m not even exaggerating one bit when I explain this to you) and all you can feel is butterflies and a warm tingling sensation in your heart that forces out your dorkiest smile, you’re in love with her. 
If when you talk to her, you're comfortably weird but also considerate of what you say and how you say it, expecting her reaction and appreciating her response wether it be good or bad, you’re in love with her. 
If when you seriously fuck up and she gets angry at you and doesn’t talk to you and you take things into your own hands, grow from the situation and appreciate and respect the fact that she cared enough to get so upset about it and see how she was only trying to help you, you’re in love with her. 
If you find yourself loving romantic lovey dovey cheesy music, not because it’s her favourite type, but because everytime you listen to it, it reminds you of her, you’re in love with her. 
If you stare at her while she’s not looking and appreciate just the way she breathes, talks, listens, reacts, moves and smiles, you’re in love with her. 
If you notice and find the silly quirks she has adorable, like sniffing her nose to the side when she’s upset, or leaving her mouth open just a little bit when she’s concentrated, you are in love with her.
If she stares at you not saying a word till you have to ask him why she’s staring and she says “you're so beautiful, you just make me so happy, are you my boyfriend?”, she’s the one.
If she gets worried and angry over the dumbest least life threatening situation, she’s the one.
If she calls you everynight before bed so she can fall asleep to your voice … she’s the one.
If she stayed up till 4am in the morning with you when you had a dumb anxiety attack and tries to calm you down and get you to go to sleep, she is the one.
If she tries to prove to you every way he scan that she loves you and cares about you, not caring what anyone else thinks about it, she is the one.
If she brags about you to everyone around her, she is the one.
If she shows you how to be happy and live your life the way you want, she is the FUCKING one.
If she makes time everyday to show you how much you mean to her, she’s worth fighting for.
If she makes a mistake, apologizes and grows from it in a way that allows you both to grow into something so much more, she’s worth fighting for.
If she spoils you when she’s not in the best financial state, she’s worth fighting for.
If she is in need of a hug and kiss to pull himself back together, she is worth fighting for.
If she is having a bad day and still manages to give you the best out of it that she can, she is worth fighting for.
If she struggles to give her whole heart to you because she’s afraid of what might happen in the future, you need to prove her wrong in every way and fight for her.
If she does any of these things don’t you fucking dare take any of it for granted, things could change any minute, and you could find yourself countries apart with no way of communication, and I promise you, I fucking promise you, nothing is worse than living months without your bestfriend, your favorite person, your significant other, having no idea what they could possibly be doing and hoping and praying that they miss, want, need and love you just as much as you do them.
Don’t you fucking dare take her or any of those things for granted.

 I love you. <3