Back to the Past

Did it ever occurred in your mind that you were born in the wrong time? I did. Actually, I still am. I thought about it a lot. I wish I can travel back through time and to the past. Or be born in the past. Both ways work for me. As long as I don't live in this time. The present sucks. Everything about it sucks. It's a complicated time to live in. Humanity makes every single aspect of how to be normal person seems so hard to achieve. It's unfair for me. Civilization had become too civilized for me.

I like the past. The Victorian Era, The Wild West, Roman Empire and such. But not like what we saw in movies. They got it all wrong. I mean the Romans didn't always wore togas. Togas were like the very formal piece of clothing and they fucking expensive. Yet, in the movies they still dressed a peasant with a toga. And the Vikings were not bunch of blond bastards wore helmet with horns either. There are no records of such helmets ever existed and the only authentic Viking helmet ever been found doesn't have horns on it. But still, movies always depicted them in such way. Get your facts straight before making a movie! 

Now, let's get back on track. Why I like the past so much? Yeah there were famines everywhere, wars, and other horrible stuffs that we learnt about the past, but still it was a simpler time back then. No social ranks. Twitter, fb, ig whatever fuck kids nowadays are into. I mean you can fucking shot a guy and no one gonna say shit about that. You can be or think whatever fuck you want without someone has to say iin it. And the weapons of choice in the past are so damn cool! I fell in love with the art of fencing. Don't forget about the horses too. Wonderful time isn't it? Unlike the present, apparently if you're not a talker kind of a guy, you're a snobby asshole. What the fuck?! Am I wrong just to give a fuck on my own shit and not others?! I mean, I'm not much of a talker, I literally don't talk to anyone unless they talk me first, I really am. I'm not a fucking arrogant, snobby, egoistic maniac, I just don't talk much. Is it a fucking crime? Am I condemned to hell? Oh mein got!!! That's why I said people sucks. They really are. Can't I just sit on a bench in the park reading a book without people staring at me like I'm developing some sort of bomb?! Jeez..

I can't take it anymore. Feels like just want to pack all of my stuffs and run into the woods and live with the animals. Wait. That's the plot of Tarzan. Ughh! No matter what I do, I can't stop people from talking. That's the rules but I just can't live with it. If I didn't have to talk to people in order to live my life, that would be tremendous for me. Well these are my rants. Peace out. Assalamualaikum.