Dreaming

I was at the train station with my bestfriend, her boyfriend, my girlfriend (now ex) and her ex boyfriend. We were sitting down on the bench waiting for the train. I was sitting in the middle of my girlfriend and my bestfriend, her boyfriend was on the other side and my girlfriend's ex was on her other side. She and her ex kept flirting infront of me and she totally ignored me. My bestfriend was giving me eye contact asking me why my girlfriend and her ex were both flirting, and i had no idea why. It was awkward for me, my bestfriend and her boyfriend. All three of us were both confused why my girlfriend and her ex were both flirting. I felt like an idiot. They would just touch each other, and she even sat on his lap. It had went on for 10 minutes, then my bestfriend and her boyfriend disappeared. My girlfriend and her ex started kissing each other on the cheek and giggling and being so flirty. It was like i didn't exist in her world anymore. Then i started talking to her and flirting with her and she done the same back, her ex were giving me the evils and didn't talk. I kept flirting with my girlfriend and she paid attention to me. It changed to the centre near mine, and we were holding hands and flirting, and her ex was telling her that he was going to go meet his bestfriend and he went off quiet and all upset, and he didn't come back..then my dream ended.

Everyone dreams(even if we don’t always remember them after the fact). The experience of waking up from an incredibly vivid dream, or even one that has become a hazy fog but still leaves an impression due to its subject material, you know exactly what I mean by that. But how does everyone else experience the dream world? It is this question that prompted me to write this post. Researchers have found that the majority of us have dreams with similar themes. For years people have tried to uncover the meaning of dreams. The fleeting images that we see when we go to sleep. Some interpretations are outright bizarre, while others are pretty understandable. 

'A dream is something deep within you. It mostly likely is just a fear you have, that you can't confront.'

Someone told me this. What's the connected link in my case? I can't find one. I mean, I broke up with her like a year ago. Never met her since then. We didn't text nor did we call each other. Yet, she still can found a way to sneaked into my dream. Made me feel nothing but confused and terrified at the same time. Why did I dreamt about her? What's the meaning of it? Is she finally found happiness? Or is she dead? 

I found something while browsing about the subject. Some dreams do have an explanation behind it. According to the researchers. Lulz, they even did research on dreams. A dream about Dying or Illness. You(or a loved one)are ill, injured, or dying. It is a moderately common dream and, not surprisingly, occurs often at the onset of an illness. Aside from becoming ill, this dream can mean that you are emotionally hurt or are afraid of becoming hurt. The dream may also be warning you of an upcoming physical risk to yourself or a loved one. When it is someone else in the dream that dies, it can mean that you feel that part of yourself(that you see represented by that person)is dead. It may also mean that you wish the person would go away, or that you fear losing them. Hmm, that makes sense. I had a lot of experience with these sort of dream. Most of them are still alive now, living a happy life, unlike myself. Ahh! This one piqued my eyes. A dream about Falling or Sinking. We have all had falling dreams. It is such a common dream, in fact, that myths have arisen over them. The most common myth is, of course, that you will die if you hit the ground in the dream. I can assure you, having hit the ground in more than one falling dream, that this is not true at all. In the falling dream we are usually falling through the air and frightened. Occasionally we may be sinking in water and in danger of drowning. Typically a person having this dream is feeling insecure or lacking in support in their waking life. These dreams often occur when you are overwhelmed in life and feel ready to give up. If you have this dream you should evaluate your current situation and try to locate the problem that is overwhelming you. Deal with it and this dream should go away. Simple as that.

I still can't find something that can be useful in my case. It was just too surreal for me. I felt like my conscious was there in the dream. I still remembered her smell, her warmth soft hands, and her moist pink lips. It is not like I'm not over her or something, I've moved on from that chapter. It just left me baffled that it was her that I dreamt about. Why not Cara Delavigne? Heh. Well these are my rants. Peace out. Assalamualaikum.