Living Hell

Pain and death are part of our world since the time of immemorial. There's nothing in this world that was made to stay forever. Even machines and common things such as pencils and trees. Pencils will become shorter over time and trees will grow old and die. When there's life, there would be also death. Death is inevitable. We were made to die by the time we came out from our mother's womb. That's the bitter truth. We just have to face it.

This is a depressingly matter to be discussed. I'm talking about pain. There are some pain that can be endure and some don't. By ourselves or our loved ones. Would you suffer a painfully slow death marred with tremendous headahes, seizures and memory loss while all those around you watched you deteriorate days by days? It's unbearable to be put into that kind of situation no matter which role you are in.

Everyone has a right to life as much as death. People need to understand that these people are in pain, and they may stay like that for the rest of their lives. I know, it isn't a subject to discuss and many say it's inhuman. It probably is. Letting someone suffer with an illness or injury which can't be healed and leads into severe pain for rest of life. That's inhuman also. Wanting to die without all that pain and feeling dead for a few years isn't living. I sound like a bloodthirsty monster I guess, but people deserve to die with dignity and less pain. Death never is peaceful, it never is quick and nice, but if they truly are in pain, try to see it from their view. Put yourself in their shoe. Be in their constant state of pain and try to handle it, or find yourself turning to this which is of course not bright and happy, yet suffering isn't either. For emotional pain, my opinion doesn't matter. I will choose my likely stupid depressing choice. Just, look into the head of the miserable and find that sometimes the best answer is the one everyone fears, until living begins to get scarier. I know suicide isn't the the only solution but living throughout your life with a disease that would kill you in few months and it is incurable, putting your loved ones in a position where they have to suffer by the image of you getting worse by the course of days, that is just too much. That is not a concept of living. Everyone else had a right but not criminals. I'm against with death sentences. Fleeing from life because of a crime should not be permitted. I wouldn't "feel better" knowing they took the easy way out. I would "feel better" knowing that as they look into a long, long future deprived of liberty, freedom & completely deprived of anything comfortable that they are thinking about the vicious crimes that put them in that situation to begin with.

I'm not a religious person, I do know suicide is a sin in most of religion today and I believe that life is the most valuable thing but taking one's own life is the ultimate expression of free will. You don't have to agree with it, but you have no right to imply that others cannot or should not exercise their free will. Plus, I'm talking about those with cancer, disability that prevent them from being a normal person, not those having a mental breakdown just because they had been dumped by someone. If I were to lose my mind or be damaged beyond hope for recovery, I certainly wouldn't want to burden my loved ones and suffer the indignity of being wiped, prodded, and moved about like a doll with no capacity to communicate or interact. Never making love, never being able to go on an adventure, never being able to build something cool, never being able to read a good book, unable to speak, unable to stand, wallowing in dirty diapers and staring at walls all day would truly be a LIVING HELL. I mean, you give a death sentence to someone being a fucking heartless monster and you put down animals because they had cancers. Isn't it inhuman to let me suffer? Isn't it? I don't think it is weak to choose to die rather than put yourself and your family through long, traumatic and heartbreaking rounds of hospital trips and decisions? I think it must be a very difficult decision to make, and I'm disgusted that you would judge people who are already suffering that way.

People can do whatever they want. They have right on their own life. I'm not saying that suicide is the best solution, I'm against it actually, but in some cases that is the best thing to do. And yes, you have to be prepare to lose someone you loved in order for them to find happiness in their life. Death is inevitable, agony is not. Well these are my rants. Peace out. Assalamualaikum.